Later Gator! Lyrics

Smile Softer
Version 1.0.0
Updated

I wish I could sleep all night
I thought I was smart but they called my bluff
I wish I could put up a fight
Until I can figure this shit out
I’ll keep making coffee at ten to start my nights
It’s getting bad again

I’m losing track of where I’ve been
Trying harder to form sentences
I take forever to type
My words aren’t right
Already guilty I won’t make sense

I’m losing weight again
I’m carrying too much tension in my face
I’m learning to smile softer
My clothes hang harder
I can’t keep up this pace

A broken clock
Proud of myself
For being right on the second pass
And refusing all your help
This mental atrophy
From prescription crutches in my brain
You think that I’m a mosaic when all I am
Is just shattered glass

I wish I could sleep all night
I thought I was smart but they called my bluff
I wish I could put up a fight
Until I can figure this shit out
I’ll keep making coffee at ten to start my nights

I wish I could sleep all night
I thought I was smart but they called my bluff
I wish I could put up a fight
Until I can figure this shit out
I’ll keep making coffee at ten to start my nights
It’s getting bad again