LaterGator Lyrics

I’ve got a little too much time on my hands
So I’ve been thinking about
Where it is we stand, like if
You’re still looking to be
Less than friends, I mean
I wouldn’t be surprised, cause
I was being pretty stubborn and kinda
Fucking up all of your 3-year plans, by now
You were bound to really be something, but
I told you some lies, that I think

Held you back
Or at least slowed you down
From picking up all my slack
While I let myself drown

I know you cite me as the source of your diction
The reason you don’t sing
And your 3rd worst addiction behind
Mid-day drinking and
Late-night wishing
You’ll end up in a home that
Doesn’t feel to you like prison, and I
Know that it’s not that I was ever mean
Its just that I was so damn distant
In a time you needed seen
And while that is perfectly valid
I can’t help but make believe
What could have happened in those years
If you had got more out of me

I know gentle days
Don’t really come your way
Hope you don’t blame that on yourself
You’ve had enough there on your plate

I hope you’ve picked up a hobby
That’s been helping you stay sane
Cause I know
Sometimes you get wires crossed
And tangled in your brain from getting
Hung up on the notion
That you have remained the same
And while I don’t see that as bad
It’s nice to know that we can change

I hope your comfy in your body
And you’re caring for your skin
Cause I know you won’t like a photo
When you hate the frame it’s in
And while the way you judge yourself’s
Not something I’ll magically mend
I hope the moments still mean something
In the candids where you’re smiling

Maybe I just miss us talking
And I need to realize
That pointing out old wrongs
Doesn’t make anything right
It’s just I’ve heard you’re not content
With where you are now in life
But is that something I would change?
Or something I would just solidify?